Easter Week in Truth or Consequences… a Vacation… (really)

images-2“Ministers of God”… it is mentioned many times in the ACIM text. I never really thought about it until a recent inquiry. A Friend was describing their ‘idea’ of ‘Minister of God”… and a Flash of ‘Ugh” hit my radar… Now ‘Ugh” and “God” could never coexist except in this sentence. So I started an inquiry into my ‘ugh’.

It just so happens that this was two days before a three day trip to Truth or Consequences, New Mexico, (US). I was joining friends for a ‘’Insiders Tour of the Local Wild Life”…

Completely off subject.. it was a Wonderful Tour for Two Days. We shared such Grace…One of my favorites… the only organic balsamic vinegar farm and ‘manufacturing plant’ in the U.S., we shared a vinegar tasting of fruit and cheese on the veranda above the vineyard…We ate and toured local artists and inventors homes, green houses and lives. Some Very Passionate, Glorious and Gifted Folks. And back to the other story…

So grateful to be rid of all of my literary rules!!… so the story… yeah…, because I had the feeling, ‘ugh’ with the word ‘minister’… “Not really the “Minister of God”…but the word ‘minister’ took me to ‘ugh’…so, I took on, in my mind, “I Am a Minister”… “I Am A Minister”… “I Am A Minister of God”….This was the ‘made up default” of my thinking for the weekend. I would source all my conversations with Love… all My interactions with Kindness.. All Weekend in Truth or Consequences

If you are currently rolling on the floor here with laughter at this metaphor…. Please Beam Me Up… You are MY People!!! Xoxoxoxox

So this weekend I am walking around with a pair of glasses on, called, “I am a Minister.. I am God’s ‘Ambassador’… This shifted something for me. I am now ‘Representing God’!!! Geez… The “Only” bad news ‘the small mind’ can think up is; ‘calico’ is not going to get away with anything while I am wearing these damn glasses. That is the good news, the bad news AND the Point….

As the weekend went on, my game was to ‘Allow my self to Open to All the Light’… And I did, as it was One of the Best Blessed Weekends. AND… when I am thinking Clearly… I am just looking for more things to Love. And as I Opened to All, and most of the folks, I did not officially know,…. We Laughed, We Shared Joy, We Share Wonderfull Companions, We Shared Love and I am Clear… this would have not occurred without God… without Knowing “I Am a Minister of God”. I am always ‘ministering’ to some thing…I Choose God, I am Love…

So as I allowed Truth to show up, the Consequences showed up as Miracles…The previously held belief of consequences showed up as anger, impatience, fix it, and Well… since I am Seeing My Self, as a ‘recently uncovered Light’, you have to giggle… at least I do… I ‘remember’, having ‘viscious’ thoughts… as a ‘previous life’ prior to My “Resurrection”…

It is Easter, this weekend… I must admit…As a child, I was raised with the obligatory ‘big’ dinner and there were the chocolate bunnies and colored hard boiled eggs… and the ‘point’ was completely lost in a bunny story…

And this was ‘my’ story of Jesus,… Jesus was a Holy man and was killed off by the Romans, lots of subterfuge and backstabbing. He eventually ‘resurrected’. Instead of following “Christian beliefs” and believing gospels, I, being the ‘anarchist leaning theist’ that I was… went to the ‘beLIEf’: “bad romans, wrong for killing, spend my life seeking and finding ‘bad Romans’ and killing them”… and I was off making others ‘wrong’…

Jesus was ‘pointing the way’, a path to follow… how to Resurrect Our Thinking. In ACIM, the Truth shows up (or not), in our thoughts…We Choose to Crucify, through our thoughts, or, Resurrect, through Our thoughts.

This is the video I use… I get up in the morning… my choice… to have a day with God or Not… Put on the Love Lens or the Sad Shades… That is MY CHOICE and that will be my ‘filter’ of all Love or something else.

And this is not ‘affirmation’. Stuff comes up in the day to Guide ME. As I See my self becoming “agitated”, in any way (good or bad), it usually means I snagged a “beLIEf I hold as true”. My Choice, to See it through God’s Eyes. I dreamed the situation up… and God Sees only through Love… so my access back to Love is by Embracing ALL situations. Forgiving my self for judging… for Not Trusting to Use God’s Eyes to See. So what ever is ‘occuring’ as a conflict, that is Mine to Share with God for Clarity… Sometimes I “hear” the Clarity… I Know I will Always See it… because what ever comes my way… that is mine to “drop to My Knees in Gratitude”… for the self projected lesson… the adjustment… back to the Light. And the Irony… this can come with winning the lottery, home foreclosure, ‘eating right’ or cancer. Embrace Our Projection… and where we resist embracing… that is the first item to take to God…

So I used this same process with my “ugh” with the ‘word’ ‘minister. So I ‘consciously’ put on my Love Lens during my trip. The world showed up in slow motion… I was able to filter my thinking through Love… recognizing any ‘not love’ as it flowed by, choosing again…

What showed up was time and space Filled with Ease, laughter and Joy… I generated Heaven… I “resurrected” My Thoughts…All Of them… NOW that Occurs as Nothing Less than a Miracle and a Fabulous time had by ME… the ‘minister’… I ‘Ministered” to my thoughts…I paid Attention…

So the Truth showed up for me in Truth or Consequences… my fear of the ‘word minister’, disappeared… I am embracing that We all are Ministers of God… and my new definition has given me more elbow room for “ongoing Resurrection”… for fun… for celebration, for Love… I seem to have far less “ughs’ in my life. And… if they show up… the correction is swift and clean… Kindness is the easier way…

I find I am bored with my prior belief in ‘Consequences”…Now Consequences show up as Love Fests… Time Only for “Truth”.

images-4And it only took eternity to get here! From Truth and Consequences … signing off… Have a Great Bunny Day, Thank You Jesus!!! lololol xoxoxoxox

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