So I arrived back in Santa Fe… after the Teacher of God Retreat at Ferry Beach, Maine. This retreat was the culmination of several months of ‘clearings’…This Clearing actually “started’ at the March Fresno ACIM Revival… up until that moment in time… my ‘body’ was apparently pain free and effortless… then ‘comments’, I projected, showed up as ‘questioning’ how ‘truly effortless’ my form ‘appeared’…
So I Went Deep With God on this… HOLY SPIRIT… I get that I do not really see ‘my form as effortless’ and ‘Healed’… or I would not be ‘projecting’… questions…in the form of my own ‘thinking’ and/or upon hearing another comment in a not neutral way about my body… Help Me See All beLIEfs in form… differently..
As I put this Prayer/Commitment into place… my body started to occur as ‘efforting’… I had a beLIEf in an abdominal tumor. The amount of weight I had unbeknownst to me…gained …as a mass apparently appeared.
OK… I can see… as I start this ‘blog’… I am going to Share all the ‘details’ of a story that is Healed ‘in Mind’.
I started to write this ‘Clearing’ while, ‘editing the story’…
now I am giggling… so is God… there is no such thing as editing in God’s World… Only Love.
So Buckle up… I think I am about to start a ‘tale’… A Tale of One Woman’s Apparent Passage Through Form…. I think I will just ‘sit’ on this soap box, while I see What Will Be Revealed…
The Revival… an interesting event for ‘me’… I did not ‘openly’ Share during the retreat. I Shared a lot with others, one on one…It was about Music as an access to going deeper With God…
and Within the retreat Walls… I Just Received…
I just Took in the Music… the Merriment… the LOVE….
And at this point in my ‘Healed Cancer Story’… so many miracles… my Lungs breathing with no pain… no oxygen…no effort…
and…
then there were still some ‘nagging’ physical things happening… And I just kept ‘ignoring them’…and the Truth…Fear is keeping them in place…Holy Spirit… Help Me to See how I am projecting “body effort”…as a block to RECEIVING MY Birthright of Only Love…’suffering’ can not exist…’efforting’ can not exist…
And the Truth… My Lungs are Completely Seen by ‘me’ as HEALED…no pain…in Mind and my ‘projection’ of breathing reveals ‘no suffering’….So there ‘appears’ to be another Clearing…’nagging’ anything has got to Go…. I Am a Happy Junkie at this Moment…
I go to God ‘regularly and often’. Here is how the ‘nagging starts’… when ‘I think’, ‘I used to breath more effortlessly at 7,000 feet’… this ‘thought’ always goes to God Fast…
When ‘I’ compare this form, “my apparent body” to the ‘past’. … well let’s just say… probably not a good idea to run down the ‘memory lane’ of Body shapes throughout thistory and ‘compare anything’! Lol…
So I leave You With this Inspired Suggestion… Compare Your Self Not… LOLO…and with that being said… More Will Be revealed… With So Much Love!!
Thank you, calico…really resonate with your sharing..i love you
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Thank You Share!!! We are all on this Journey together… No Exceptions… a Giant Hug to You Share!!! xoxoxox
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