My Listening is in My head…not, ‘out there anywhere’.

I need this one tattooed on the inside of my eyelids…!… lolol

BE YOUR OWN Channel!!  “Relying on channeled material…including acim”,  is an ‘idol’…please use it, AND Know, at some point,…You Must Hear God ‘within’ “your own thinking” and until this is accomplished… Awakening is impossible…’Awakening’ will happen inside of YOUR head only…

In ‘my’ mind… ‘with channeling’… I am ‘seeking’ outside of ‘My Mind’… When ‘i’ refer to “the difference between ‘studying’ and ‘LIVING’ acim, it is this…. I MUST ENGAGE MY MIND… This is LIVING acim…

My ‘One Mind’ Muscle, if you would…My Love Muscle…the ‘vertical’ muscle…the God Mind Muscle…

“Trust me I Am a chiropractor”… a muscle is a muscle is a muscle… so in the horizontal … the only thing to really do in the World… USE MY One Muscle… My God Muscle…Love… NOTHING ELSE MATTERS…

The funny thing as I type this… I am so LAUGHING… The “calico”, ‘I’, is having a bit of suffering…. I SOUND like I have had WAY TOO MUCH KOOLAID… and yet…  I am driven to keep my fingers on the keyboard and See what further will be typed… LOLOLlll

And Back to Muscles… a World, I, as a ‘chiropractor’, ‘have been’ ‘well informed’… just ‘tweaking my training’ a bit here..

I must USE ‘this muscle’… if I expect to ‘get good’ at it… lololo… I LOVE a good ‘Love Muscle’ With Definition!! xox

And the ‘conditioning’ of this “Thinking/Listening” ‘muscle’ is completed by continuing to ‘change my mind’…with each ‘new icky thought’ I think.   I Choose again…

This Is also what allows the process described in acim… to take ‘each individual’ from ‘horizontal’ to ‘vertical’…Vertical to LOVE…

I Have to Hear God for My Self… and assisting Others in “Hearing for Them Selves” is the sign of a Fabulous Teacher…A Teacher of God…just assist others to Hear for them selves… the Love that They Are…No Exceptions…

I am in a process of ‘unlearning’…’Unlearning’ All beLIEfs.  And as the ‘unlearning projections’ continues… time is only for Practicing Trusting God… for Practicing Love.  For Embracing All as My ‘creation’ or ‘delusion’…lolo…and they tend to be One and the same…

I had a Great teacher once say to ‘me’, He saw me as ‘creative at creating delusion’… this so Makes Me Laugh NOW!!!!!!!!!

Major Side story… And it so speaks to “embracing my delusion”…There was something that would happen when out and about in Santa Fe. I had not spoken about it… until one day…

I was out to dinner with a ‘new’ acim friend from out of town. She did not have much information about ‘my past’…… and we were waiting for a table at a restaurant in town…

Several folks came in that were out of my Santa Fe, 35 year past.. They knew that “I was in Hospice”…They were glad to see me, Wished Me Well and We Hugged.. and they went on…

My Friend said..”Did You See that?”…

I said nothing… wondering if, ‘what’ I was now taking as ‘normal’, was what She Saw…

“They Looked at you like… “You were dead”!

… (wow… this One Mind thing…)

Then I OWNed this projection IMMEDIATELY…I Move to Forgive My Self…I am projecting a Look of, “You Should Be Dead” at ‘my self’…lololol   … omg… this is Just TOO DAMN FUNNY…and back to ‘Recognizing my insanity’…

So I took all this ‘insanity to God’…

Help Me to See Where I am holding on to ideas, that ‘inform me’ that I “should be” Dead?…

I Am Projecting All of it…it is MY LESSON…and this is the ‘inquiry’ into ‘unlocking beLIEfs’ in the horizontal world.  I flash back to my early days of ‘metaphor’ reading… My frustration with the first few lessons (of a year long Process)… I can hear my self at one moment saying…”This is so a fucking chair… what the heck are you talking about!!!”..so “metaphor worked…until it did not

…and it stopped working with the old…”you have cancer” comment…

… oh yeah… this is just a ‘metaphor for Love’….ok…

and I get ‘peace’ how… just thinking ‘lollipops’ on this one ain’t cutting it….  EXCEPT THAT IT IS… my job… keep ‘furrowing out ‘icky thoughts about ‘those’ ‘i’ forgot to Love…

… This is About EXPERIENCING LOVE…

On some level…I am so over ‘love sonnets’… I WANT TO FEEL IT… like the ‘Big O’ kind of Experience… Eternally….No Matter What Comments ‘they’ ‘throw at me’… lolololol

ok……where are You????   i was referring to Oprah….

I do love a good ‘cliff hanger’… and with this being said… More Will Be Revealed… Much Love in the meantime!!!xoxox