So allowing for the ”mind’ Clearing’,  I used Jon Mundy to be the voice of God…Some beLIEf was blocking ‘my ability’ ‘to hear’ in my own ‘thinking’…. I Shared ‘my fear of death’ with Jon…Holding the space to HEAR…to HEAR GOD out of Jon’s mouth…

He said simply…

“Can You Give Your Self Permission to Let the Body Go?”………………………

……………ok…………………………….

Massive scrambled egg brain…

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And I felt a Free Fall. God Was In the House… God’s Mind was Mine.

And My Hands Were Both Being Held By God. My Hands WERE the Hands of God…Trusting God Above All Else… Trusting that the only ‘separation’ was in my mind.

This ‘permission’… I gifted my self… The Permission to Trust ‘My Self’, as God…

I Joined With My Self, With All (in that beauty Full Grove at Ferry Beach)… My Tears Flowing…

M-15.3. You who are sometimes sad and sometimes angry; who sometimes feel your just due is not given you, and your best efforts meet with lack of appreciation and even contempt; give up these foolish thoughts! 2 They are too small and meaningless to occupy your holy mind an instant longer. 3 God’s Judgment waits for you to set you free.

I Was “Experiencing”, God Judges NOT… God Judges No One… God ONLY LOVES ALL…

I Was Experiencing”, I Am Only Love… I Am One Mind…

M-19.4. Salvation is God’s justice. 2 It restores to your awareness the wholeness of the fragments you perceive as broken off and separate. 3 And it is this that overcomes the fear of death. 4 For separate fragments must decay and die, but wholeness is immortal. 5 It remains forever and forever like its Creator, being one with Him. 6 God’s Judgment is His justice. 7 Onto this,–a Judgment wholly lacking in condemnation; an evaluation based entirely on love,–you have projected your injustice, giving God the lens of warped perception through which you look. 8 Now it belongs to Him and not to you. 9 You are afraid of Him, and do not see you hate and fear your Self as enemy.

And as Love… with the ‘warped lens removed’, “Wholeness is immortal”.

I Gift ‘my self’, permission to let go…Permission to let go of ‘a body’ … And this ‘permission comes from and goes to Love’…No Fear…

From and to the Love that I am… The One Mind that Loves ONLY. I can feel the ‘thought circuitry’ bypassing ‘fear’ all together.

Permission was the key.  Everything Requires ‘my permission’… Everything…

And ‘Experiencing “my greatest fear’’, ‘that All that ‘i judge’ will be ‘judged’ ‘in the same way by God… in the same ‘icky’ way, ‘my mind’ judges everything…This ‘process’, Allowed Massive Fear to Be Forgiven. Not ‘bad’ for a few ‘days’ at a retreat in Maine…

All the acim final judgment stuff started to come together… a final Love judgment by God… All Revealed…All Forgiven…