The word ‘judgment’… did conjur up many an ‘icky’ idea for me… ‘Judgment’ in the horizontal world was never ‘painted’ with pictures of ‘puppies and kittens’… and I asked my self ‘why?’… it is just a ‘word’…
Having been raised in a ‘religious’ family…’we’ learned early that we were ‘sinners’,… in ‘our’ particular religion… Babies are born With Sin… wow… think of that as a foundational (at birth) unconscious (we not aware of it) beLIEf system for awhile…. A sweet little infant born into a culture that beLIEves this infant is a sinner… LOLOLOLO…
And here is a little ‘acim tip’… all acim allows for… to See these ‘beLIEfs’ that ‘I HOLD’… that are actually, ‘driving my bus’, so to speak…Seeing them With God… Allowing for ‘me to start ‘unraveling this mess, I created’… again i say…whew….
So underneath everything I saw as ‘choice’….this little idea ‘informed me’…
“You, Sweet Child are Doomed At Birth and Have a nice day”...
whew… I don’t know… seems a little ‘harsh’ and perhaps there is a better way…. (‘I’ Am thinking here to my self… “It is Amazing I have been able to Be As ‘neutral’ as I ‘am’” …. LOLOLOLO)
So ‘judgment’ in the eyes of the ‘church’… was not ever ‘good’… The ‘best’ a ‘i’ could do… ‘since we are all ‘sinners’… I needed to get creative to make sure… ‘You Showed up a ‘bigger’ sinner than I’… given I was ‘bent’ on ‘not being a sinner’…so… ‘somebody had to be the bad guy’…be cause… somebody was the reason ‘my life did not work’… Hence… ‘the world ‘I had created…was completely making ‘you’ see how ‘I’ have been victimized ‘by my illusion’ … again… whew…and more Kool aid…
So in ‘my unforgiven’ One Mind…One illusion… ‘I am declaring ‘doomsday”… and in “My One Mind Story”…we were Allways and ‘eternally’…‘F–ked!!!’ “… ( I so get ‘how ‘healed’ ‘I Am’… this ‘string’ is ‘cracking ‘me’ UP!)… Be Cause….
It also ‘works immediately in reverse!!! As ‘I Heal’ and start Seeing us All as ‘puppies and kittens’… WE ARE ALL ETERNALLY RETURNED TO LOVE! … so ‘start Breathing’…it DOES have a ‘Happy Ending!!!’.
‘Be Cause’… GOD has the ‘final’ judgment… and God Only Loves. We are Here to gain skill with this particular ‘thinking’ muscle… the “Love Judgement”…
Now acim is Clear… this Judgment is Always Done by God Alone as the ‘final judgment”… and God Only Judges Through Love. Why would I want to ‘Be’ any different. Love All, no exceptions. … This is the process described in acim. Loving ALL… Judging Only Through Love.
I had a ‘dream’… which I don’t have often… and when I do… they usually ‘Wake Me Up’… This one was a dream of Being at the ‘final judgments’, of two folks that I can remember… (and I was shown many)… but Hitler and Idi Amine are the two that stuck with me into consciousness… persons of note in History… and I was amazed as they dropped ‘their’ forms… God Surrounded them within a Golden Love Cloud. I Experienced Forgiveness for My ‘Hitler and Idi Amine’ projections…, and so many others personas… It was the Skill I was Being Shown… Hence… I woke up… you can only be present to so much forgiveness… the time it takes is up to me… lololol
I giggle… I did Wake My Self Up… again….
This idea that anyone can do anything to me… is ridiculous… ‘sin’ is ‘born’ in my mind, just as ‘Love’, is ‘born’ in my mind… ok… seems like a valuable life skill…so the inquiry took me to some amazing places…this idea of ‘sinners’…giggle…
The ‘misunderstanding’ and ‘underlying beLIEf… horizontally… “Sin is”…and many a religion has the ‘misunderstanding’ that there is some ‘moral highground’….”where God lives”…giggle giggle… turning into some nose snorting laughter…
Holy Spirit, Help me See what ‘beLIEfs’ I harbor that maintain the word ‘judgment’ as something to fear. These beLIEfs keep me from my ability to See and Extend Light …
What would a World of ‘Love Judgments’ look like… What if… we were able to only See a Call for Help… that can be only ‘healed’ With Love. This is acim…
So Much More to be revealed… Much Love!