‘High Blood Pressure’ as God

Recently… I have ‘been moved’ to watch ‘the news WITH GOD’… it really has been very Entertaining.. and Inspirational…

So while watching the ‘Evening News” (US) the other day… there was some ‘Breaking News’ that just took me to some funny places… so here it is….

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images-48  Blood Pressure (NEW BELIEF)…. How ‘low’ do you go to be Healthy… The ‘blood pressure’ readings of 140/150 are the higher ‘not good’ levels (beLIEf that is shifting) …. How about 120… (American Medical Association’s idea of ‘perfect blood pressure’) New Study of 9000 people over 50, no diabetes, ‘at risk for Heart dis ease’…

Had to STOP the test…

People were dying at BP’s of 120. (120 was Seen as good… now not good)…(flat world…round world kind of shift)

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And the Funny thing for ‘me’… Part of ‘my process’ of Forgiveness… has been to release  ‘my self’ from heart meds (‘icky heart meds’, my old pre forgiveness thinking). My ‘form’ would be in this group of ‘categorized people’.

Now ‘we’ (me) created a New BeLIEf system…

And Still no vertical with this information.  God is required at this point…

Be LIEfsFrom acim … Just All that ‘I think’ my self to be in form…. Just drops away…. My thinking ‘I am a heart in need of fixing’… I challenged ‘this’ be LIE f’… and so many other be LIEfs became Cleared With God.

And at some point in this “process of forgiveness’ (of Literally Everything…)…. Any ‘special attention I give to form’… just ‘drops away’… (and the funny thing…’wanting something to be different’… will Never allow this process to occur… the willingness to ‘drop all of my be LIEfs’… to ‘Love Only’ Every thing’…

Launch05My visual of this is in a hot air ballon.. . I am dropping the ‘ballast’… with each ‘be’ LIE f I drop… the more I BE… with no LIE…. ( oh Cathy Stark… this One’s for YOU!. I Be (am) with no LIE…)

My Balloon Flys Free… (for those that think I am ‘crazy’… this comes as no surprise…lolol)

So ‘dropping the ballast called ‘need heart meds’’…looked like this….

One of the last ‘md’s type docs’, ‘I saw’… REALLY wanted me back on ‘heart meds’… He said to me… “I would be accused of malpractice if I did not ‘strongly recommend Heart meds”

I so see my projection of ‘my ego self’…. I Project ‘my fear’ through His mouth of ‘fear’… with My ‘heart number’ of ‘Heart Attack or Stroke’, SCREAMING … at ‘me’… “TAKE THE MEDS !!!! YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!!!!”….

and I pause for laughter… ‘I think’… ‘’I’ have been there… done that’…. I already did…

Ego becomes ‘quiet’ for a moment….

‘There is nothing for me to do here’… only to ‘see my self as screaming’… see the ‘fear’… “Go to God” with ‘this thinking’, ‘this be LIEf’….

I so started giggling… and SHARED with the doc… as ‘we are old friends also in this community’….

“I for all ‘, “intents and purposes’, ‘I Did Die’.  I gave up completely what “I thought my life needed to be for ‘happy'”.   And this apparently ‘occurred’ when ‘I was doing everything right and looked ‘good’ and had the ‘right numbers’…   then suddenly… not the ‘right numbers and cancer’, and I Get God… I SEE Love… I Receive Love from Within…  I say… ‘Who’ says which numbers are necessary to See and Live Love? lololo… now falling over on the floor…LOLOLOL

Again…. All of the above just a ‘story line’…

Lesson 292-2My MIND turns to God … Help ‘me’ to ‘see’ this differently… Help Me to See This Through Love Only… See My Heart Through Love Only…

For ‘my friend’,  as a medical physician, in the horizontal… When I shared with him: ‘I died’… he heard this as a story line… “I was in hospice and graduated’…’death of ‘human’ form’ means failure of some vital organ system (heart, kidneys, lung, liver).  So his thought system took him to ‘Calico must have healed’(form) …all form related ‘thoughts’. And All ‘these thoughts’ take me further away from the Truth.  Be LIEf in ‘form’ takes ‘me away from Truth”…

The BIGGER DEATH… and the One that I am so Fucking Happy about…the One each of Us Goes Through on a daily basis when we say ‘no’ to ‘unloving thoughts’… the Death of FEAR… in ‘any form’…

The only death there is in my life right now… the Death of Fear in any ‘form’… I hear an Amen in SOUL!!!!    LOLOLOLOOLOL….

Seriously…. In Death of fear in any form…. Whew….. OMG….. clearing…. LOLOL …. Clearing…. Yes… this is What My Life of ‘Thought’ has be come. Lololo

And from ‘my’ doc friend’s office… we went and shared some tea…

after he had put his pen down… We Shared what ‘really matters’… Love…

He gets this…. And He talked of His Inspiration and Dream… His Love…

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I told him to put me on the short list when he gets his ‘Dream’ into place… ‘With God’… We Hugged…

No heart meds needed…

He is reading the acim text (again)…

We Hugged With God… the Best Medicine for any ‘heart’ Eternally ….

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