In the Song of Prayer (acim supplement)…”I cannot say that “you” are limited and suffering and then not escape that image myself. If I declare that you are in need of help that is a mirror of how I see me. I have now reinforced guilt.”

As a chiropractor, I was asking folks to come in and tell me about their pain….I was projecting “my fear of pain”… Without addressing ‘my projections’… this situation, was doomed… for ‘me’ and ‘you’! (lol)

How do I continue to ‘practice these ‘skills’ in the horizontal’ the ‘the skills developed’ to ‘eliminate pain’ rather than the focus On the Mind and Love (GOD).   Each time I ‘relied’ on ‘some skill’ to correct ‘your pain’… I was in essence burying ‘my own’…. By acknowledging ‘your pain’… I was REAFFIRMING ‘my own’ pain.

When I am choosing to Claim God’s Love as my birthright, I am Unable to ‘See your’ pain…

If I agree that you are in pain…I Must ‘give up Truth’. I ‘give up Truth every time I agree You are in pain or by ‘seeing myself as fixing something’. The TRUTH… You are Not broken neither Am I. There is nothing to ‘fix’.

And then I go into ‘work’… and tell others… “I can fix your problem’… ‘Come on in…let ‘me’ help you with that..’ That is my projection of a beLIEf that I can fix something that is NOT BROKEN…no matter what ‘my eyes’ tell me.

Each time I would udder words like “I can ‘help with that pain’… then proceed to be LIEve You were in pain… or, .here is a dietary suggestion, or vitamin/herb to take…”… I still find ‘my self’ ‘cringing’… reflecting ‘some unforgiven stuff’ still needing “My Love”… and I appear to continue in ‘My Clearing’, based on ‘my cringe… (lol).  Each time Asking God to See Your/My pain differently… I KNEW, without Holding Only Love, I was turning away from the Face of God… I was ‘sentencing my self’ to further ‘suffering’… OUCH….

So Martha (acupuncturist friend) and I talked a lot… about ‘our fears’ of doing ‘body work’… where can we ‘make a living’… How can ‘We’ Be Present in the Horizontal, while Holding God, Love, the Vertical World of ‘No Suffering’… if it all comes back to just Loving… where does ‘my profession fit into this’… or Any Health CARE identity…. Ok…. There were MANY scrambled egg moments…. MANY…

My focus…. ‘my mind’… If I am acknowledging that you have ‘pain’, I must ask my self…”where am I seeing another ‘broken’?”… “Where do I See my self as Broken?”… “Where Am I Still using Pain to Block my own ability to Love my self?”….?

And interesting enough… As I am doing whatever my hands are doing… I am Holding the Light… I am just Sending Love… I am basically giving ‘my hands’…no mind… Allowing ‘my self’ to SEE through God’s Hands… And it is one of the current games ‘i play’… Another ‘new Skill’.

Now this is how ‘they’ taught me to ‘listen’, in school. ‘I’ was ‘trained’ to ‘ repeat the ‘complaint’ to make sure we ‘write it down and document it accurately. Take in every ‘icky’ thing….. ok… here comes the ‘upside down’ part to acim….

Now, when One comes in with a ‘complaint’… I “Listen” With God… They ‘talk’… And where ‘my training’ goes completely out the window…Often… I cannot ‘tell’ you what ‘they’ said “what was wrong” …because I am ‘not Listening’ to their/my ‘small painfull mind’. AND yet… with no ‘clear’ understanding of ‘their pain’… every body appears to leave ‘happier’…

Again…this goes against ALL that is ‘taught’ in any Profession.   You are ‘supposed’ to ‘listen’ to the ‘folks that are paying You’!!!!!! LOLO… This process is of abiding by the Law of God only…. Love All… No Exceptions… really turns the “laws of the world upside down and eventually inside out”… back to God.

So the whole process, whether ‘I am working with another’ or ‘I am meditating’… is the same… Hold the Light… and Question ‘my self’ when ever I see my self ‘judging’ another… Where am I allowing my self to ‘Block the Light’… and Go to God and Hold the Love…no matter what…never an exception… and this is the ‘basic skill of Forgiveness’.  The Foundational Skill of Awakening…

Think About Everything Differently With God…. No Exceptions… EVER!  Much Love!!!

P.S. I have started a conference call for ‘persons working within Health Care’… We are Joining in Learning a Completely New Skill while ‘fully participating’ in your ‘health care position’… If you would like to participate… just message me below… Have a Fabulous Day All!! xox