Using the process of acim to SEE

In the horizontal, ‘we’ hold ‘death’… as ‘the end of ‘this’ story’… The Truth… ‘we’ are LOVE only!  God Knows ‘nothing’ of ‘stories’ or ‘death’. ‘Time’ is Only Necessary to ‘TRUST GOD’… AND ‘Trusting the beLIEf in Death’… well… let ‘me’ just say… ‘No Happy anything can be found down ‘that tunnel’!’..(LOLOLOLO)

‘Death’ is ‘the ending’ of a ‘victim ‘thinking’ mentality’... acim is ‘training us to See through LOVE… instead of ‘victim’… ‘releasing’ ‘me’ from the beLIEf in ‘death’.

Acim is ‘gifting us’, a Whole Other way to ‘source thoughts. Instead of ‘victim’… from ‘Love’.  And it is Impossible to have a ‘loving’ and a ‘victim’ thought at the same time.  I have attempted ‘to do’ this many times… Trust ‘me’… it is ‘Impossible’.

From my own ‘personal arsenal of thoughts’… here is an example of attempting to ‘hold these two thoughts’ at the same time…

8Picture a person ‘you love’, in the horizontal, and would like ‘them to change’…(LOLO) (example:  ‘I’ would feel better if ‘you’ changed your diet’ (‘desire’ to change ‘form’ for any reason= ego)….even if ‘I’ would feel better if ‘i’ would change my diet… or ‘think’ ‘you’ would feel ‘better’…same victimization…

Does this ‘feel’ familiar… This is Separation from God… (LOLOL)….and the only ‘correction’ needed…Ask God ‘To SEE’, see where I have a ‘beLIEf’ that is blocking Me from Only Seeing Light… Only Seeing Love…With My Willingness… whatever ‘beLIEfs’ are holding ‘my vision’ in judgement land… will be revealed… and the Clearing is instant!

Then, with God, I can ‘Hold My Mind Vertical With Love’ and ALL of this can only happen in the moment of NOW.

images-14This sequays perfectly into the topic of ‘Time’,as seen through the ‘beLIEf’ in ‘time’…And Before I go on… Thank You Master Echart!… The Power of Now… a book devoted to ‘getting us present’. AND… ACIM is ALL about ‘getting us present’… !

The’ultimate’ beLIEf in the horizontal is ‘time’. And acim is all about ‘dismantling time’.

So where I am ‘finding ‘my self’’In my case of ‘a story called cancer’… I suffered as long as I was asking questions about the past… all the silliness of asking questions like… ‘where did I get cancer?’…’How did this happen’… ‘Why did this happen’…”how do I get rid of cancer?’,  ‘How do I ‘fix’ this? (alternative or allopathic…ALL Horizontal!)’… all linear questions based on a ‘past’, ‘desiring’ a ‘future’. (LOL)..

Having Seen the path of Awakening is ‘through’ my story… AND ‘Desiring With God to ‘not seeing’ it as a ‘linear past and future story’. Not ‘allowing my self to beLIEve ‘i can suffer’ from anything’.  Suffering needs a past and future. Suffering NEEDS TIME… as ‘my story’ of ‘cancer’ is ALL about past/future.  My ‘story’ of ‘healthy body’ is all about past and future…

The future did not hold a lot of ‘good outcomes’ from a moment in ‘my story’ of ‘Hospice’… which it turns out was The Best ‘thing’ I have ever ‘thought’ up!!! … During Hospice, I gave up on ‘health care’, “FINALLY”… and it so turns out… Cancer/hospice  Was My Goal… (wow…this typo is so True… I am keeping it in)  and I was typing…… Gold Mine…. Seeing ‘my conflict’ as access through a ‘slip’ in time. Seeing ‘cancer’ as the Ultimate Lotto Winning.

SO…With a SHIT LOAD of ‘forgiving my self’… as this is a process of going ‘Within With God’ and Releasing Fear…. (Accepting Atonement…. Another blog!)) AND I Need to say… this is Not a ‘hard’, ‘scary’ process… quite the contrary…’It’ is only scary as long as ‘ego mind’ is in charge of ‘my thinking’….just a little willingness to See With God… and anything ‘scary’…disappears into a ‘puff of nothing’…

I am now Seeing… Time is only to ‘practice forgiveness’. Time is only necessary for me to ‘forgive’ my self for all ‘my icky’ thoughts… and Clear them with God…The acim text tell us.. time is only Necessary to Trust God Above All Else!!! (no exceptions)… forgive… forgive… forgive… forgive…  (‘my self’ for All of it.)..and  I find I start Loving All !!! For No apparent reason ….

Have Fun and a Big ‘One’ Hug!! Xox

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2 thoughts on “Using the process of acim to SEE

  1. Calico thank you (apparently) again! My little grievances are raging as I settle in to call upon Jesus/God/HS who never seems to answer me when and/or the way I want! Lolol poor me so I am getting better at catching my insane thoughts AND I could catch them before I unleash FURY onto others! That keeps me fenced in away from the playground of Love…This will not stand. I am tearing down ‘de (s) fences lol!

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