The other day, I had the Joy of having a Truth Full conversation with a MD friend of mine… We spoke about the ‘reasoning’ behind the ‘choice’ to enter ‘healthcare’…allopathic or alternative… there is no difference in the ideas of ‘how to fix’…. Something. Which is basically the entire conversation of “healthCARE”. .. Doctor means Teacher… ‘we teach others how to Fix ‘something’ or ‘prevent something’, or ‘they’ will suffer.

And out of this conversation came one train of thought that remains with me…

What is the ‘desire’ to ‘fix something’… from either the ‘doctor’s’ or the ‘patients’ perspective. Both ‘delusional’ from an acim perspective. Both bent on Changing Something.

acim is Clear… ‘the body’ is the last illusion to be dealt with… and ‘this’ has nothing to do with ‘changing the body’… it has Everything to do with ‘changing’ my ‘small fearfull egoic mind’.… AND ‘this illusion ‘of a body’ ‘appears’ to be a doozy!”…

So in the idea of a ‘profession’ as ‘doctor’ and the ‘patient’, requesting ‘treatment’. Both ‘positions’ of ‘doctor’ and ‘patient’ are the same… “Help ‘me’ fix something” or “I am trained to fix ‘that’”…Both are SEEING that there is something outside of God’s scope that requires ‘fixing’…

When given an ‘icky’ diagnosis’ from a ‘doctor’… ‘I’ Now Have Fear…. Depending on the ‘diagnosis’… varies on the amount of ‘fear’ it appears to generate. A ‘flu’… elicits a small of amount of ‘fear’ in the form of ‘annoyance’…. ‘Stage IV cancer’ elicits a bigger amount of ‘fear’ in the beLIEf of ‘immanent’ ‘death’… Yet… Both result in ‘fear’…

According to acim… ‘fear’ is corrected in exactly the same way With God. There is no Hierarchy of fear… fear is fear…While in ‘my’ ‘beLIEf’ system… the flu requires a couple of days off and some tea… while ‘cancer’ calls out the ‘horizontal big guns’…

Yet the correction through the acim process is this… Go to God… Ask Why Am I Projecting This… Help Me See this Differently…Where Am I Blocking God’s Eternal and Ever Present Love.

My role of being a ‘patient’… and ‘being ‘treated’… within this ‘beLIEf’ system… ‘I must ‘do’ something’… examples… take aspirin, drink green juice, avoid sugar, chemo/radiation, ‘think’ positively, pray to God to ‘be saved’… the list is extensive…allopathic and alternative….The image that comes into my head is of ‘me’ as a ‘patient’… I am ‘looking’ for ‘something outside of my self’ to ‘save me’.

The only reason a person goes to a health care practitioner is to ‘resolve’ some fear that ‘healthcare diagnosed’… and ‘ultimately… I Projected!!!”…Just ‘think’ of this for one second longer…it is the perfect picture of a ‘delusion’…Insanity…

I go to a doctor with a ‘desire’ to feel better, or prevent some future ‘suffering’… God is no where in this decision… I forgot… I AM ONLY LOVE…eventually I will get a diagnosis (what is causing suffering)… I have projected all of this in the horizontal… then ‘I’ project a ‘treatment’ plan… again… All in the Horizontal… God is not concerned with ‘treatment plans’…’I’ forgot… I AM ONLY LOVE…(LOLOL)… Are you Seeing ‘my’ insanity…

So for NOW… I am Going to God First… and at this moment in time… going to God ONLY…

And my final comment … there was an article in the Wall Street Journal awhile ago… It asked this question to Doctors in the horizontal… “What would You Do if Diagnosed with Cancer?…. The Majority (85% or there abouts)… “I” would do nothing. So I Join with that Majority of Doctors… and take it to the Next Level of Quantum Healing… I Will Used God… Love… as My Treatment Plan… Taking on All My Fearfull ‘thinking’ With God to See Differently… Amen…and God Bless….