There is an idea in acim that can ‘appear to cause’ some confusion. Does God have anything to do with this ‘projection’… called ‘life’… ? If I am projecting all of it… where does God come into ‘providing all my needs’? And this came across ‘my screen’ to assist me…

“Only the Holy Spirit knows what you need. For He will give you all things that do not block the way to light.   And what else could you need? In time, He gives you all the things that you need have, and will renew them as long as you have need of them.   He will take nothing from you as long as you have any need of it. And yet He knows that everything you need is temporary, and will but last until you step aside from all your needs and realize that all of them have been fulfilled. Therefore He has no investment in the things that He supplies, except to make certain that you will not use them on behalf of lingering in time. He knows that you are not at home there, and He wills no delay to wait upon your joyous homecoming.” Acim T-13.VII.12.

So for now…my current ‘needs’ are perfectly taken care of… and I just leave all of that to God… I appear to have gas money… when I ‘think’ ‘I’ need gas… I appear to have food… when I ‘think’ ‘I’ need food…

I state all desires to God… and if I have them… I have need of them… if I do not have them… I have no need of them…

Prior to Trusting God Above all else… ‘I thought’… I needed ‘my home’… I ‘thought’ I needed ‘insurance’… I ‘thought’ I needed ‘a certain type of body’…

The practice for ‘Me’… Now… Trust God… period… for ALL… ‘God is in My Mind’. God, nor ‘I’, have ‘no need’ for ‘stuff’ in Eternal Salvation… LOLOLOLOLO

There is a ‘no exception’ ‘clause’ with God’s Law… Love All and Remove All Blocks to the Light.  ‘NOTHING’ in the Horizontal will take me home… ‘Nothing’ will come with me to God…and Salvation…. God does not mess with ‘stuff’…

All ‘my planning’… like having this perfect ‘home’ as an investment to eventually ‘sell’ and provide for ‘needs’ in my ‘retirement years’… I am now so Laughing at my errogant ‘thinking’… None of this is ‘needed’… just ‘my small ego mind’ moving deck chairs on the Titanic…

‘My Horizontal Home’… was totally trapping me in time… I wanted to Live on the mountain ‘Forever’… and “God Wills No Delay… for Our Joyous Homecoming”… Our Salvation… Time is for ego purposes only. I Can So See How ‘I’ (ego) created this ‘ego light’ called ‘my home’… and the Truth… it was an ongoing lesson in Trusting God Only… For ‘all my planning’… just made God giggle… and provided me with ‘my true needs’… a lesson in letting go og the horizontal… to Be Blessed beyond my wildest imagination in the Vertical… Joy, Peace, Love, Humor… Without any ‘stuff’ necessary.

I just Love My Life of Trusting God… For Everything… period…