Orlando Incident

Holding ‘global terrorism’… Today I saw about ‘the Orlando Incident’… A gay friend called me… very upset… I Went to God Immediately.

My Clearing for Any Global act of ‘terrorism’… Where am I still harboring ‘terrorist thoughts’… I Shared with My Friend… he wanted to ‘make the persecutor wrong’… I understand this ‘egoic thinking’.

I harbored ‘terrorist thoughts’ when I was going through the foreclosure. I so remember ‘thinking’… How I would get guns to New York… How I would get them up to the top floor of Chase Manhattan Bank… I saw my self going around the perimeter of the top floor… Killing Any that were in these offices. It was my pathetic attempt to ‘hurt only those that hurt me’… ‘the executives’ that had no idea they were ‘stealing a home from me’… I wanted ‘them dead’… ‘my pain’ too big to hold in my form…These Thoughts occupied my mind for a period of time. I have

So Now I hear of another ‘terrorist’… He is me… I am him… We shared ‘fear’…. And with this ‘shared emotion’… ‘we’‘thought’ we could end ‘our pain’… by ‘executing others’…Seeing anything as the source for ‘my suffering’…is egoic thinking… I accept responsibility for my thoughts… I offer my self ‘forgiveness’ for this misalignment of my thinking… I project All of this… it is Mine to Forgive…

So I Hold All Terrorists in ‘my heart’… Holy Spirit… May I find the Peace of God… that will Bring Salvation to ALL…

h2-21-300x300I attempt to ‘act from Love’ only these days… Forgiving all My Delusional thoughts… rendering them harmless by Loving Bigger… Giving More Love… Clearing all my judgmental thoughts… whether they contain armed weapons or not… they Kill all the same…

So For Today… I Hold All In Love… Big Hug Globally…

 

 

2 thoughts on “Orlando Incident

    • Glad it assisted You Iriana… I have been so ‘hit’ with the ‘Innocents Lost’… and I Hold All in Love and continue to ‘dig out’ my ‘icky thoughts’… We are All Innocent… All… I heard the mother of a young girl that was lost… She said that she was sending Prayers to the Mother of the Young Man With Lots of Fear… She said she held her as a mother having lost a daughter to a woman that has lost a son… that is all there is… One Giant Hug for All of Us… xoxox

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