Monastery Diary – Eight – Sacred Tears to Joy

So I prepare to leave the Monastery… Knowing… it is only temporary… and the Monastery only represents ‘my only need’ at this moment… to Join With Others… Clearing Fear… Extending Light.

There are some ‘tears’ happening… yet they are so different… I have Found Home in the Hearts of Others Allowing Light. Others Clearing all ‘thinking errors’… Going to God to See Differently.

I must temporarily go back to Santa Fe… to tie up loose ends… Knowing it will be easy as Holy Spirit Handles all the ‘heavy lifting’… All I have to do is Hold Love… and when I am unable to do this… Go immediately to God… and Ask to See Differently… As I relearn how to ‘think’ without a beLIEf in Abuse and suffering. Knowing it is All for My Awakening. Only for Me… to See the Truth of who I Am… Love.

So one of my last ‘group projects’ during this two weeks… was to work on the dome… the Holy Dome… and some last moments of ‘not doing enough’… came up. While siting at one moment in the shade… with a cool breeze interrupting the sun’s heat… I saw my self as a ‘beached whale’…

I saw my self often in my life as a ‘workhorse’… capable of ‘multi tasking’ as an Olympic sport. So in my process of ‘slowing down to Hear God’… this ‘visual’ shifted. No longer am I desiring to get the ‘to do list’ done.

So Seeing my self as a beached whale… had a feel of ‘suffering’… a feeling of ‘not being good enough … Feeling the ‘heaviness of a ‘beached whale’… I saw myself slip into a suffering ‘thought string’…

And HS just jumped in and intervened in ‘my thinking’… and Holy Spirit simply said,

“ Would You not Love a Beached Whale?”whale eye vivre

… yeah I so got it… Yes… all there is for me to do… Love this beached whale.

And With this Image… I get Joining With Those Committed to Love… no matter what…

So I have committed to coming back… to Join with Living Miracles… wherever I am guided.

Now in the hands made gentle by His touch, the Holy Spirit lays a picture of a different you. It is a picture of a body still, for what you really are cannot be seen nor pictured. Yet this one has not been used for purpose of attack, and therefore never suffered pain at all. It witnesses to the eternal truth that you cannot be hurt, and points beyond itself to both your innocence and his. Show this unto your brother, who will see that every scar is healed, and every tear is wiped away in laughter and in love.

[T 27, 5] chapter 27

 

 

 

 

 

Join Me. Much Love!

 

 

 

 

 

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