There were many funny moments during my first two week stay at the Living Miracles Monestary… There was one issue that Many of us dealt with ‘silently’… until the end of my stay… and it brought Much Healing and Laughter when We Shared ‘these secrets together’… and it centered around ‘food’…

There is a ‘Steward’ at the Monastery… and she/he takes care of all ‘bodily concerns. There is always food around…and I can make whatever I want. And the easier softer way of the Monastery was to just eat what was made…so there was not a huge shock that there were ‘No Special’ diets taken into consideration… for I am Clear all of it gets Made With Love!!!!

And… as a Chiropractor… I have ‘doled’ out the ‘special diets for YEARS… I had many of my favorites… typed up so I could pass them along… with all the ‘special detailed diet information’…(lol)

At this moment…I have given up all ideas of ‘diet’ … while in hospice… they had a ‘NO RULEs rule’… I decided to continue this ‘rule’ after graduating hospice… seemed like a good idea of Living ‘Rule’less (the ‘rules’ I make up… ex. gluten free makes me feel better) (outside of the laws ‘of Caesar’… like speed laws, tax laws, ect)…

The ‘rules’ I have given up… those self imposed rules… ‘labels’ like vegetarian, or my favorites…sugar, dairy, gluten, (whatever) Free diets… the ‘free’ part cracks me up… FREE… yeah from one or two items… while the rest of my life is in chaos …lolo…

I do this (eat healthy)… I don’t do that (eat ham…lololol)… I Like this(dark leafy greens)… I don’t like that (Trump, Hilary or Bernie…lolololololololo)…

At this moment in the horizontal…I will NEVER make a suggestion around any bodies diet…. And this is 180degrees from where I started… At this moment, for ‘me’… it makes no difference… and even ‘i’ was tested at ‘the Living Miracles Monastery’.

At the Monastery… I unearthed a ‘secret world’ of judgment… there is this silent world of judgment…lol… just beneath this ‘I don’t do diets’ announcement…

This is how ‘this secret judgment’ played out…

At the Monastery… we have a unique opportunity to break up many beLIEfs regarding food and diet… And this one was a bit of a surprise ‘to me’… as I eat everything. AND ‘I found’, there were still Lessons to uncover…

So the monestary is set up… you eat whatever out of the kitchen and it’s many fridges and food supplies. Daily, a Lunch is prepared for by ‘volunteers’… and we Join around that meal ToGather and have an ‘expression session’.

So the first meal at the monestary was a ‘dish’ with ‘ham’. Now the thoughts that were running through my mind… ‘ummmm, ‘ham’, not my first choice of meats’… lol… and I just ‘filed’ ‘this thought’… thinking… it doesn’t block ‘My Light’…it was just a ‘thought’. So this never came up in the ‘expression sessions’… it wasn’t causing me to ‘suffer’…

Then ego became more bold with the ‘salad’… It was iceberg lettuce and some cucumber… again ‘my thoughts’… ‘ummmm… iceberg lettuce, not my first choice in veggies’…then I GOT the Pattern of the ‘quiet judgments’… not initially going to put peace on the planet… AND… a Part of the Clearing!

‘ummmmmm, I am Seeing a pattern’…..LOLOLOL

So it was about the time that ‘we ran out of iceberg lettuce’… I found my ‘thoughts around lunch’ became ‘frightened’…. Omg…’I thought’…’No Salad!’… ‘this is the last straw’…’what, bread and water’…omg…ego is running ‘scared’…

I was ‘prepared’ to ‘live on rice and beans’ if necessary… and the ‘rice I imagined (just a thought)… would be ‘brown’…. Yep… we must drop every ‘idea’ of what we Know to be true in the horizontal…and I felt that I had Cleared ‘rules around food’….omg…

The Complete Joke… funny… after this…when the occasional bowl of iceberg lettuce appeared… I ate and Loved it as I would ‘my kale juice’. What I saw as Not My First Choice in Vegetables… became a most BeLoved lunch item! ….

And Life continued on at the Monastery, food thoughts around ‘lunch’, just piled up…lolol …and all of this food stuff, remained in thought only…until One Day…

Mary and I Shared ‘cleanup together’, (which was often and I Adored it)… we would become fairly ‘chatty’…. (be still my Irish Grandmother’s Chatty Heart)….we ‘chatted’ about all things related to ‘this experience and God’… it wasn’t like we were ‘gossiping’…lololo… and One day toward the end of the week… we chatted about ‘the food’… talk about One Mind…

She was going through her own clearings with the ‘food’….and WE Laughed so hard out loud…

ok… I feel the need to be honest and Share here… I can only claim that ‘I was re-Minded  on ‘several’ different occasions… “to perhaps to go deeper with God…”… Everybody was always so nice in reminding me of the ‘silent’ part of the personal retreat…LOLOLOLO… AND,  I actually was so Pleased with the reminders as ‘deeper i went’ and… I, In Joyed ‘Listening to God‘!!!

So Mary (a vegan prior to ‘this experience’) and I shared our similar experience with ‘the ham’… other things came up… and let’s just use ‘ham’ as the example. Although ‘not my first choice’… I took that ‘idea’ to God… to SEE differently.

As the week went on… and it seemed to appear in everything.  I ate ham… Not only did I eat ‘ham’… By the end of the two weeks, with God’s intervention and My Atonement… and this is where Mary and I Howled in Laughter to the point of tears… We saw a Plate of … Ham.  Both of us Joined in thought… “Oh Look… Ham… I Love Ham!”…LOLOLOLOLOLOL

I Loved Ham!

And the Truth, I ate whatever was placed before me. I Loved it all… For there were several items that ‘my mind dragged through hell’… like the ‘iceberg lettuce’… LOLOLOLO I am such a ‘food Snob’… and I find that just ‘cute’ at this moment!

For after awhile… what I really began to Look forward to… Preparing and Sharing a meal with other Love Bunnies… the food was really insignificant…the Love was the CenterPeace.

Lolol..to KNOW us is to ADORE US!!

And with that being said.. a Big Hug and a belly laugh to All!!!