For Many that might be ‘following me’… here is a little Update…

“You’ my web/fb friends are now a part of ‘my life’. And there is only one person to Thank for that…  my Sister-in-LOVE, Lark. My Brother’s Best idea EVER… Marrying Lark… and I Know He agrees with me… lolol….

Anyway… when ‘I was dying and in hospice’… I moved into my office from my ‘foreclosed property’…(I know I am Healed… I am just giggling as I type this… omg… I have been one of the Most Creative Delusional Thinkers I have ever met… Now I Laugh Out Loud!!! I have been an Extroirdinary Delusional Thinker… that has been ‘rehabbed’, using all my ‘delusions’ to turn back to God… and is now ‘Thinking With God’…. (amen)…. (LOLOOLOLOLO)

So, while I was in hospice, because I was dying (please giggle, I am)…. My Sister-in-Love, Lark… signed me on to FB… I had just got onto wifi… so I was ‘Terrified of the ‘online world’”… and she said… “oh I really would like to send you pictures of the kids and ‘family stuff’”… and this sounded good to me… as long as She did all of it… which ‘she’ did… She signed me on…I found the on line acim community, and the rest is ‘story’…

I was recently spending some time with One of my FB acim friends and during the conversation, I became aware of something… He wondered if my decision to go to the monastery was related to ‘my health’… So this update is in relation to ‘that conversation’.

‘my health’… is ‘the same’… which is Great. My ‘decision’ to go to the monastery is based on… My Whole Focus in life… is to HEAL MY MIND… (‘the mind’ that tells me I am sick, the mind that tells me, ‘you’ are sick; the mind that tells me all kinds of nonsense)… And this shows up with every ‘not neutral thought’, ‘I have’… Given… I experience JOY when around ‘others’ with a commitment to ‘HEAL THEIR MINDS’… well… ‘my decision’ was a Choice for JOY… That is why I am Joining a Community.

As much as I In Joyed being in Santa Fe, NM… It is time to go…(‘the house’ officially sold today)’… And while here in Santa Fe… I am becoming very aware of ‘my death thoughts’ that linger here.  There was a ‘part’ of my mind… that continued to ‘see my self as dying’…

Just the other day… I sold ‘my bed’… the ‘bed’ I was supposed to ‘die in’… Going to God to See differently… and with this process… I get to experience a ‘host of emotions’… that surrounds that ‘thought’… and this ‘Clearing’ just continues.

I am sure I will post about some of the ‘experiences’ I am having at this time… right now… I am just having feelings… a lot of feelings… and each time ‘they appear to be difficult’… I go immediately to God to See Differently… and in between ‘feelings’… I am in Such a State of ‘Delight’…

I Understand Clearly ‘this process’ described by Jesus in a Course in Miracles. My physical form is what it is… I am no longer suffering from any aspect of it… And with ‘suffering thoughts’ that still may ‘fly by’, like, “Ham, not my first choice in meats” (loll…re: A Funny Food Clearing Blog)… I am not quick to linger with them (the thoughts).

For I am Clear of ‘My Directive’… Come with Empty Hands… and With That ‘Being said to Me’… I Look forward to Being a Living Miracle in Community with other Living Miracles… And I so Look forward to ‘This Adventure”… How Fun is THIS!!! And MUCH more to be revealed!! Whoooooo Hooooooo