Hi, ‘my name is calico’, and, the Truth… ‘I am a terrorist’.  I See Error (terror) and Make it ‘truth’… then I start ‘judging’ any thing that does not support this ‘insane’ thinking… and this has not worked well for ‘my world’…

Now, I See Terrorism, my dis ease of seeing ‘error’… and ‘I think to my self’… Where am I ‘scaring my self’ (again…lolo…Bless Me)… and ‘stop it’… Ask God to See All differently…

It is interesting with any ‘terror attack’… we are more interested in ‘convicting the guilty party’, ‘judging’… than inquiring… Where is this fear and anger coming from? Why am ‘i’ seeing ‘fear and anger’ instead of Love in ‘my world’?  Where am I ‘projecting’ ‘this suffering in the ‘horizontal’?   Where am I not Trusting God?

During ‘the’ foreclosure… I had Many ‘terrorist thoughts’… I am going to own this… as I Get… there is only One Mind… and there ‘appears’ ‘i’ am not the only one ‘projecting suffering’, with recent ‘terrorist news events in the horizontal’…!

(I just Need to say… being a ‘former conspiracy theorist’… For ‘any out there’ reading this…I no Longer ‘think in these circles’… (LOLOLOL) I have put that ‘thinking behind me’…lololo… I Am really Holding Love to All ‘projections’… appears to be ‘my path’…)

And… during some ‘Major Forgiveness Moments’… I ‘thought’ … (this really occurs funny at this moment… and I remember when it was ‘not funny’, LOLOL)… about ‘how’ to get weapons to the New York City Chase Bank …… I ‘thought’ about ‘how’ it would ‘feel’ to ‘kill’ those that ‘I’ had ‘convicted’ as the ‘cause’ of ‘my suffering’… by ‘illegally stealing my home’… I wanted ‘them’ to suffer.. to experience the ‘pain’ that ‘I was’… really… many ‘terrorist thoughts’… my fear of ‘loosing everything’ felt ‘worthy’ of terrorist thoughts’.  ALL MY PROJECTION….ALL MINE to LOVE and Forgive myself for ‘ever having those thoughts’.  All Going to God to See Differently…

With acim, I was able to ‘own’ this projection… as my own… there are no ‘others’ to blame… No Chase Bank or ‘guilty employees’…’no stealing homes’ … only ‘my thoughts’ to give to God OR Continue suffering… My Choice Completely!!! (lol) Give up ‘icky’ thoughts for ‘Loving’ Thoughts…

So each time I hear of a ‘terrorist attack’…  I remind ‘my self’…JOIN IN LOVE!!!  And GO to GOD… (againlol), “Where am I not Loving? The Source of Fear ‘out there’ is a result of ‘my fear full thinking’, ‘in here’. God is not in the ‘my house’…Holy Spirit, Help me to See where I continue to ‘block’ the Light…”….Big God Pause…

So with each ‘news event’ of ‘terrorism’… it is My Red Flag to Go Within… Where am I continuing to Blame another… make another ‘wrong’… attempt to ‘fix the illusion’ (moving deck chairs on the titanic). Where is God… Where is Love… Holy Spirit… Help Me to See All of this Differently!!!!

The Clearing of ALL FEAR AND ANGER… is an ‘inside’ job… No Exceptions… Ever… Thank God… and a Giant Hug Around ALL!