ACIM Lesson 110

At this moment, I am not ‘fighting anything’… I am making peace with ‘my’ apparent ‘scarey thoughts and icky bits’… and ‘making Peace’ has nothing to do with ‘doing something’…

In fact… to be very honest… ‘my doing’ has only served to keep me in the dark… example: diets… omg…if anybody can say… they have done All diets… it would be ‘me’…

When I was ‘giving away the library’… a friend commented on the “Massive Number of Boxes” containing diet, food, and cook books, that she had ever Seen before… I giggle…

With each ‘new book’, I had a certain ‘mania’ for it, at one time and another… And each had some version of ‘‘me’ saying’, ‘I Felt so Much Better’… and then I SHARED …

I say Publicly to My Friends and Patients over the Years… Just Know…all those ‘health related suggestions’… and I DID every damn health suggestion my self over the years, and I then ‘projected ‘Icky’ cancer’, and while the suggestions ‘appear sound’   “Think” again…

What BeLIEfs ly under them…  (example:  who says gluten free is better?)  Take those ideas to God….

and most importantly…I have ‘Forgiven my self’ for All of this… and all I Really Want to Say is This……….      “JUST EAT HAPPY”     ...

And then I question ‘my self’… These books, all representing ‘my’ ‘better ideas’,… All these books a representation of ‘my beLIEf’ in “better ideas”. ” All ‘better ideas’ Always end like this… “sometimes they work and sometimes they don’t”… sounds like ‘ego’ to even ‘me’…

ACIM Lesson 66

God does not care about ‘my doing’…only in ‘my Listening’ (my Being)… here are some things that I went to God With…”Dieting is Doing”, This Is NOT in the ‘doing’..

My Fear…actually ‘terror’…would God ask me to ‘give up‘ “my” Idol, actually Idols of Idols...BEING THIN… Would God ask me to make ‘peace with ‘Big”…allow my form to just Be.  I Hear God…PEACE IS NOT IN FORM

…and then I “Hear”… “What do I gain from ‘making food wrong?'”…and this just made me laugh…

For Me… Giving my self PERMISSION…was the Key…and will be discussed in the next ‘blog’…and for NOW…“Eat with God and Only in a State of Happy”…”Food Discrimination is Separation”…“LOVE ALL FOOD”…

So I started giving ‘my diet’ to God… And, What I can Say to All… this diet Knows no limits…and it is All perfect … from a McDonalds Cheese Burger… To Green Juice… and ALL ARE PERFECT… whew… again… I feel as if a Weight is Lifting off of ‘my mind’… and I just giggle… it all appears Very Funny at this point…

ACIM Lesson 199

M-16.6. There is one thought in particular that should be remembered throughout the day.  It is a thought of pure joy; a thought of peace, a thought of limitless release, Limitless because all things are freed within it.

And in LIMITLESS, more will be Revealed..