An inventory of the ‘things that nag me about my body’…makes me giggle… just a fewpossible ‘forgiveness opportunities’…

ACIM Lesson 250

About 2 years ago… I threw out ‘my bathroom scale’… With God. I identified ‘numbers’ to ‘my body’ that only ended up with ‘me suffering’…

The ‘number on the scale’ was never the ‘best number’… it was either ‘up’, or ‘not down’…. There was no Room for Love… I took it to God… the answer at that point… throw the damn scale out…

We (God and I) did…

This process is all about Trusting God… no exceptions…

‘you’ might ask…”How do I Know I Am Trusting God?”…The short answer…”Are You Happy?”…then You are connected to God…

I was needing some ‘insurance papers’ signed… which required all the vital signs be taken…For ‘me’…medical numbers have Never made me happy…

I forewarned the doc… “Do Not Tell Me any of the ‘vital’ numbers”… I Am Happy with ‘no information’…

The nurse, with my back turned to the numbers on the scale…. let the numbers fall out of her mouth …

Ok…

geez…ok

you spot it… you got it…

This is where ‘my medical education’ never makes me happy… Trust Happy More… Trust God more …

So, now to wrestle with the ‘number’ that is now in ‘my mind’… All Numbers were ‘up’…in a neutral world…no problem,

In the world of ‘medicine’…these ‘up’ numbers were ‘not good’.

ACIM Lesson 136

A conclusion ‘I’, ‘we’ (md and me) make… ‘abdominal mass getting larger’ … this is

where science is Never Your Friend… two plus two…in the Laws of the world leads to ‘four…tumor getting larger’…

We are just so damn ‘short sighted’!! lololol

God …. I Need some Help Here to See this differently… AND I am so Clear… The Laws of God (Love All…no exceptions)… top the Laws of the World (tumor larger)… so…

One Large order of scrambled eggs being mixed up here…

As an ‘former alternative health’ practitioner…’my mind’ goes immediately to all the ‘data’ I took in to back up the ‘reality’ and ‘truth’ of the horizontal.

Oops…

The Laws of the World, which includes all that we currently know about science and All

ACIM Lesson 199

that We Will Learn about science to come…Pale miserably to the only Laws that We are or ever have been Bound to… the Law of God… the Law of Love… To Love All… No Exceptions…ever….ever…ever…

And…All that matters is for me to get this humor…. I take a giant breath….

More is birthing… being revealed…So Much Love…