After the ‘Fresno” Revival…I could See an arena of ‘blocked thinking’, to Seeing Only Love.

One of the ‘biggies’ for me during the past several months…was to engage with an apparent abdominal mass. ‘My hands’ feared ‘touching it’…so I had to make up a game to play…With GOD…

‘This apparant mass’ will forever be Known as God…in fact this is the ‘form’ of God’…’the face of Christ’… So Embracing ‘my abdomen’, as part of a Whole, larger illusion…. “God, What would You have Me Know?”

A flash of the ‘women in my life’…With God… I See the Body Shame… I agreed to carry this and I now Just Say No to these thoughts… I ask God…Help Me See and Touch this Differently… With Your Hands…With Your Eyes…

Holy Spirit…help me to See where else am I ‘showing something is not right’… my hand slips to my belly…

MY BELLY

so many myths and stories this contains:

…I have My Mother’s anorexic Belly,

…My GrandMother’s ‘gigantic’ Breasted, Irish Belly

… and none of us Joined With them in LOVE… far from it

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So my inquiry Forgives All the ‘stories’, the ‘shoulds’…all the ‘havebeens’…all the ‘needtobes’…

Now to take ‘my current story of my belly’ to God…

Currently, I believed that there was a ‘palpable mass’… ok…Holy Spirit What Would You have me ‘give birth’ to…Allow me to See and FEEL this differently…

I now See ‘Healed lungs’ where I once believed in ‘burning pain with each breath and need oxygen all the time lungs’… ok…

I am ‘a little’ confronted with this ‘apparent New thing’…

good…

Confrontation’ Faced With God, is Me Clearing that which stands between Me and God. And the Clearing is only for me…

God Knows Only Love… and waits patiently…and yet… I Am No Longer Patient! Amen…whew…ok…I Am Love!!!

…now to ‘stop forgetting’ this ‘simple TRUTH’…

More will be revealed, Sweet Child of God…